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𝚔𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗. ([personal profile] secretare) wrote2018-02-22 03:44 pm

inbox.







how many times can a broken thing break?


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→ a perilous meet cute.

[personal profile] armeyets 2021-04-04 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
( so it turns out that not all your problems go away with a presidential pardon.

bucky's been trying to make ends meet, scraping and picking up odd jobs for a local restaurant. immersing himself in normalcy as if rubbing shoulders with regular citizens is contagious; as if he could catch some semblance of a regular life if he just stayed near them long enough, followed the rules, talked to his stupid court-appointed therapist, and all-in-all tried his best to prove that his winter soldier days are long, long past.

but tonight, that past follows him home. it's not a gigantic alien invasion and it's not the end of the world, but it is this: the prickling between his shoulderblades, that familiar sawing on the edge of his nerves telling him that something is wrong. so move. faster. now. he breaks into a faster walk, his stride lengthening even as the shadows break into movement behind him.

anyone who tries to mug the winter soldier would be an idiot. but these aren't robbers, are they?

bucky looks at the approaching men, and notes the physical details in quick succession: military buzz-cuts; broad shoulders; their english is russian-accented. they might as well bark hail hydra at him when they come closer. he can guess what they want: it's him. recovering their prized asset.

it's the middle of the goddamned street in new york, but it's also past midnight. there aren't many civilians around to hear the crunch of bone as bucky slams one man into the wall; the staccato ping as he deflects some bullets with his arm and the fabric of his leather jacket rips; the howl of pain from the hydra operative as bucky snaps his hand. same shit, different day. and it's almost a relief: getting to cut loose, warm up these long-dormant muscles and hated instincts.

but he's outnumbered, and it's dark, and the twentieth bullet hits its mark. and then the twenty-first. the bullets lodge in his side and he jack-knifes over them, the breath driven out of him. another man uses some kind of goddamn high-tech taser on his metal arm and it short-circuits; it catches, the hinges creaking and the whole thing becomes dead weight hanging off his shoulder. by the time bucky ends the fight — and he ends it, hard, — he's stumbling and he can't move his arm. the sound of the gunshots still ringing through the neighbourhood.

he slumps against a brick wall, letting it prop him up.

you should call sam, he thinks. and then a second later: i will literally die before i call sam for help.

it's hyperbolic, sure. but he's gonna be okay. he thinks. or he's pretty sure. his healing is faster than the average human's. he just... needs to rest.

the thing he isn't counting on: the strawberry-blonde reporter, and the last man, coming in late to back up his buddies.
)
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→ i bloom into ache.

[personal profile] myotis 2021-04-17 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
( The Blue Heron, with its eclectic beaded décor and ostrich prints straight out of a 1920's speakeasy, is one of the few places in Gotham City that beckon outsiders that aren't serial killer tours, possible Batman sightings, and the chance to catch a glimpse at Arkham Island. The Blue Heron attracts so-called desirables unlike everywhere else in his city, a revolving door of ditzy trust fund kids and scions and socialites, exclusive enough to keep coming back. He wishes there were more places in the city, despite his efforts to help it rebuild. Gilding shit over with gold doesn't mean it isn't shit anymore, but his love of Gotham and its people doesn't let him veer on that train of thought for long. He could always leave the city’s limits, venture elsewhere to find another haunt - but he hates doing so unless it's necessary and he can't stay away long anyway, as if Gotham is his own personal tell-tale heart.

Tonight, he dines at the Blue Heron alone in a booth that should, by all means, insulate him from the attentions of the sycophants and socialites around him but does little, unfortunately. Since forming the League and returning to the way patrols used to be, it's been harder to put on this mask, the mask of Bruce Wayne, but it's a necessary evil that he can grin and bear.

The young daughter - twenty-four, at most - of a lawyer in the city seems adamant about making conversation, but is too shy and reserved to invite herself to sit beside him. He's unsure if he wants to invite her to sit with him and then back to his hotel room - she's well-known enough in the tabloids that it could look good, to be seen with her on the society pages, a long enough front until he has to do it again. A necessary evil.

Luckily, that decision bodes no further thought - the gaze that he's allowed to scan across the room catches on platinum blonde hair and the lithe, willowy frame of a woman whose face he should recognize but doesn't. Even better, she's approaching him, dressed in a sundress that she'd clearly chosen in an attempt to assimilate but makes her stand out even more. The girl's talking, but he's not listening not really.

Bruce Wayne's appreciative gaze flicks over the woman until he fixes her with a crooked sort of smile,. Finally, they're left in peace once it's realized his attentions are elsewhere. Now, it's time to fixate the sleazy attention on her.
)

Do I know you? I feel like I should. ( There's intent in her face and he knows a journalist when he sees one, but she's not like the others. Not paparazzi. She's fresh-faced yet jaded, new to Gotham but not new to this. He pushes himself over, swigging back the ginger ale he's disguised as champagne. ) Why don't you take a seat and tell me about whatever it is you have on your mind. I can tell by the look on your face. Hopefully, it's to ask me to have dinner with you.
Edited (ah who needs html x 2 im so sorry lmao) 2021-04-17 07:21 (UTC)
caputium: ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴛᴇᴋᴇᴇᴘᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ? (ɪғ ɪ sʜᴏᴏᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ)

but everyone you meet's just passing through // hey look i made us an au

[personal profile] caputium 2021-12-31 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
1 2 🎶


( once upon a dreary thursday morning, karen page with cellphone in hand (juggling a travel cup and a pastry bag) quite actually stumbles into his life when a headphone-wearing, backpack-on-the-floor, oblivious-to-the-world student scoots his chair back and yanks his bag out across the tiles, tripping her directly into oliver’s grasp. with reflexes not unlike lighting and a firm grasp, he catches her by the bicep just above her elbow and a steady hand near the small of her back. latte unspilled, pastry intact, call relatively uninterrupted. he steadies her with a commanding strength, then releases her back into the wild.

he excuses himself with a casual happens more often than you think and slips out the restroom window before she can wrap up her phone call and thank him. he's nothing if not a man afraid of opening himself up to new people.

( and occasionally, they would end up in the locally owned cafe, karen with an inquisitive glance and oliver with all the pretense in the world, used to project how wrapped up in his own universe he was. eventually, names are exchanged, phone numbers, and they trade off on paying it forward with each other’s orders. )

it isn’t until their schedules overlap, burning the midnight oil, that their paths cross in an undeniable manner. fate has a way of sidelining everything else when a man dressed entirely from head-to-toe in green leather goes crashing through a storefront window across the street as karen’s locking up. she does the smart thing and crouches behind a parked car while oliver tries to remember pain is a physical restraint and rolls over, crawling through shards of glass. he has to get up, he has to get the upper hand here. his bow's outside on the pavement and he's emptied the quiver on his back anyway. it's a flurry of fists and knee jabs, trying to powerhouse his assailant into a blackout. getting his jaw ground into a brick wall is not on the agenda.

a couple of warning gunshots ring out from across the street, aimed too high, but it's all the surprise oliver needs to get off of the wall and flip the tides. limping, bloody, hood down and mask slipping, he snaps the man's neck with gritted teeth because he can see the blonde creeping closer, gun raised. she won't kill for him, decision settled — what's one more bloodstain on his long, long list?
)

Get out of here! ( he bellows over the sirens wailing in the distance. he makes it halfway down the alley, hand slipping off the edge of the dumpster right before his vision goes. he wakes up on a couch in an apartment he doesn't recognize, the smell of coffee in the air and bangs his shin on the coffee table in his effort to grapple up to the sound of: that was a pretty stupid stunt you pulled. the splintering pain in his shin or passing out like yesterday's trash? probably both.

which brings them to now — not exactly passing as normal by any means, but it isn't as if oliver can write karen off now that she's seen him unmasked. she saved him from a prison cell and answering uncomfortable questions, handcuffed in the ICU. ultimately, he's the stray cat she never should have stopped to feed.

if he drops in on her fire escape and slinks in through "unlocked" windows, it's because he can't have her tarnishing his good name in an exposé. not because he likes watching her updo come down in loose waves or her changing through a cracked door, reflected in a standing mirror. not for the way she kisses him when he pants out i have to go or for the fire she kindles in him when, instead of leaving, he hoists her up between him and whatever piece of furniture unlucky enough to be used as a prop. he cradles her cheek with gloved fingers, caressing her gently with his thumb. oliver betrays his alleged monstrousness with a sweet brush of noses and a chaste passing of lips.
)

Maybe I can put it off for one more hour.
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share the same space for a minute or two;

[personal profile] concusses 2024-11-17 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
( it’s a text in the middle of the night from an unlisted phone number, after too much radio silence. it’s been how long— months? years, even, since the last time he pressed down his heart and shoved her out of his life and swore up and down that she deserved better than to get tangled up in his bullshit.

but the wheel turns and time passes and at the end of the day, frank castle finds himself still missing karen page. he’ll always miss her. like he gnawed off his own leg to get out of the trap, and now he can’t stop limping.

so. the text. unlisted, unsigned, but there’s one telling emoji to explain who’s reaching out in the middle of the night (again):
)

hey, karen.

- 💀
Edited 2024-11-17 07:00 (UTC)